I realize something different during Ramadhan, most of the people are always so aggressive and people tend to be furious even the slightest things. Is this true? maybe in my eyes but not to others. However, i always feel that we should be more calm and not too feel agitated by a minor things that can be handle over a cup of tea.

I guess this is what Ramadhan brings us for. Ramadhan is where all the Muslims will make themselves closer to the one(Allah). Allah is where we seek. Allah is where we always remember in mind, heart and soul. Allah is the place we can gain peace. Despite being close to Allah, Ramdhan also the month of fasting for the Muslims. Fasting means to prevent ourselves from eating, doing sins like gossiping, to lie, as we believe, this month is the month where all devils are chain or cuffed and only the "actual" us will behave in order to what we feel is good or otherwise. To add on, we also think that having the devil freed might actually influence us in a paranormal way which can't be explained yet this is the moment where we can show others we can do or earn good deeds and who we are made of.

Furthermore, i feel that Islamic is a wide range of Muslim people, which consists of different races, countries, status. Everyone can be a Muslim and nothing can stop oneself from being one.

Somehow, despite feeling happy of my new fresh look for my room, completion of baking 'kuih' someehow deep down i feel sorrow. I am fortunate that i still have my family by my side whereas to others, some of them are parent-less, relative-less or even alone in this world. Thus. i always prayed for my family to be always close to Allah and seek forgiveness from Allah of our sins. Also to provide togetherness in a family...

Typing this entry makes me feel sad which at the same time and if theres error in the post, do correct me..