Marriage?
My definition of Marriage would be two souls being One. After thinking of marriage i realize that our relationship was long enough to assure us to get married. However, i'm not sure if i'm ready to take this responsibilities. Furthermore, i am afraid of what will come in for the future. Mum already seeks for an answer while i'm stuck being clueless. Sometimes, i feel that the world is moving too fast that i can't catch up with it. Time passed just like that while we are running after it. Am i prepared? Is Mum being excited of being a Granny? Or i'm the one who should wake up and realize that i'm no longer a small girl who kept on relying on Mum to make decision for me or to wait for her to voice out to me and then i try to solve it? I guess i'm just afraid, afraid of marriage that i often avoid this topic when Mum came asking. I know Mum getting old and wants to see her children being safe and settled next to a person who she trust. But Mum, i know you seek for our happiness i too want you to be happy. But, somehow i'm stuck in between security and love. Yea i love him so.. yet i feel insecure ..

Once my aunt told me "To Achieve something you need to go through hurdles of obstacles.. Overcome it in order to succeed" I guess from this motivation statements, i will try to overcome the obstacles despite rain or shine, i won't despair easily.