Leave him a message..
Called him..
Leave him a lot of miss called..
Waited for his reply..
Waited..
Message his sister..
Calls his sister..if hes home..
12am..

Through his sister, i knew that he have reached home.
Worried that he might get injured or something, i called him after knowing hes home.
Where he were? West Coast
With? two of his friends
Doing what? Chilling~

All he can say was "Im Sorry, i know you are angry"
Am i being stupid for staying on with him?
Should i consider leaving him? It really hurts, while typing this, tears are rolling like there's no tomorrow. I don't understand why i felt this way. Maybe because i felt that, I'm unwanted, there's no longer a bridge of trust between us and most importantly, there's no "us"..
I wonder if there will be a "better" person for me. I really don't believe in a "better guy" for me no guys are better, they are just better cause there have different in their strength and weaknesses. I believe no one is perfect and so are guys. Thus, having a "better guy" doesn't really exist in my dictionary.

Crying in the sorrows of never ending..