my blog

Miss you

2009-12-10T00:49:00.002+08:00

missing him

Blog things

2009-12-06T15:38:00.000+08:00

June Says That You Are Giving

You are a warm person, but you never let your passions get the best of you.

You are emotionally stable, and you are able to be generous to those around you. You especially love pets and children.

You are a natural teacher and coach. Helping people comes naturally to you, and you always seem to know what someone else needs.

You are highly emotional and sensitive, but you also have a thick skin. You can experience difficulty without letting it get to you.

What Does Your Favorite Month Say About You?

Blogthings: We're Not Shrinks, But We Play Them On the Internet

Close To You

2009-12-05T12:52:00.001+08:00

I LOVE this song, but i can't find it. anyone have it?

New Song from Girls Generation

2009-12-05T12:48:00.002+08:00

Erm....

2009-12-05T12:43:00.004+08:00

Comments:
There is too much shaking and showing boobies than a real song >.<

being lonely..

2009-12-05T12:17:00.002+08:00

The weekends..

I guess, the weekends is always the best part to be out of the house. Spending time with friends, families or love ones having picnics, shopping or head for entertainment.

Right now, i don't feel happy just feeling lonely. Kopet is at overseas for study, but i know he feels the same way i do. We have been emailing each other ever since he's in Germany. I hope he doesn't do stuffs that i dislike. Well guys can be distracted when they are far away from girls~ x.x

Well, i really missing him

Nobody By Mr Brown

2009-10-19T19:33:00.001+08:00

My eyes~~~ I wish =[

2009-10-15T19:38:00.001+08:00

Your Inner Eye Color Is Blue

You've got the personality of a blue eyed women

You're intense and expressive - and always on the go

You've also got a sweet, playful side - which draws men in

What Color Eyed Woman Are You Really?

Blogthings: We'll Tell You The Truth... Someone Has To!

Something to share about ME!

2009-10-15T19:08:00.001+08:00

Your Reputation Is: Sweet Girl

While you're well known, there's nothing to worry about.

You're reputation is mostly good - as good as any rep can be.

Do You Have A Bad Girl Reputation?

Blogthings: A Fine Line Between Insight and Stupidity

Back to school`~

2009-10-04T14:22:00.002+08:00

Today is the last day... LAST day from all the resting, slacking and spending time at home/outside. I'm going to miss these days, cause school starts TOMORROW! :( Adding on to this reluctant feeling to attend school, my Monday class starts at 9:15am while most of my friends from previous classmates, starts at 10am for all classes.. Eeeew~ Monday is also known as "Monday Blues" , thus having my class which start earlier than others make me more bluesssss on Monday morning. T_T

Well this is my time table and the classes i'll be attending.

Timetable

MY TIMETABLE
Date	Class
5/10 (Mon)	B221-1-E65H-B Human Resource Management Venue: E65H Problem: 1 Day: 1 Time: 09:15
6/10 (Tue)	C333-2-E62L-C Business Continuity Technologies Venue: E62L Problem: 1 Day: 2 Time: 10:00
7/10 (Wed)	NO CLASS - a replacement for FYP >.<'
8/10 (Thu)	C332-3-E62E-C Intrusion Detection Systems Venue: E62E Problem: 1 Day: 3 Time: 10:00
9/10 (Fri)	C330-4-E62J-C Linux Server Administration and Virtualization Venue: E62J Problem: 1 Day: 4 Time: 10:00

Audi Update!

2009-09-30T20:51:00.005+08:00

Welcome back --HS-STATIC- or also known as titi xD*titi the one who is half naked =x

We were playing together, had a small introduction session to my friends,(J and ~ChewyBaby~).

I did a solo finish move(fm), though of winning the game and beat titi score =x, well i'm still noob to beat his score. In the end, he still defeat me and won the game. :(

I guess i need to train more =x

Shocking news

2009-09-30T20:35:00.003+08:00

Recently, Zul's(my boyfriend) father just passed away. It was a shocking news to me and to the rest who are closer to him. I was at my relative's house when Zul messaged me "My dad passed away". I was really surprise with the news. I was speechless, and straight away called Mum.

After knowing the news, my relative too wanted to pay a visit to Zul's house. We went there and meet Zul's Mum and family.

The next day, Mum and me when to follow Zul to the cemetery for the ceremony.

A few days have passed, i always been by his side, i understand, he feel a bit of lost since his dad just passed away.

Somehow, deep down i feel after his dad's death, the family members are more closer than before. This is a good change yet, having his dad to leave in order to see this new change it's not a good experience.

For Zul:
Don't worry Sayang, I'm always by your side :)

Lesson learn:
Appreciate your love ones till the very end of their live.

Malay Traditional Clothes

2009-09-23T16:21:00.005+08:00

Since my beloved pypy didn't know how the Malay Traditional Clothes look like, thus i will share some in this post =P hehe..

Firstly for the girls, they have two types of clothes which is known as
1] Baju Kurung
2] Kebaya

'Baju' means Clothe.

Example of 'Baju Kurung'

'Baju Kurung Telok Belangah' -female

'Baju kurung Kedah'- which is worn by the lady

As time pass, fashion and style of clothes changes over time.. New Style adding on to the old ones becoming 'Baju kurung Moden'- (the picture below)
If you notice, the style pf the clothe at the hands, are puffed to create a new fashion which is preferred today. This, doesnt mean the old ones are extinct, some of them still sticks with the older designs to create an 'antique look'.

Fashion changes overtime, however, i believe that the term of the clothing will always remain.

Example of 'Kebaya'
The different between 'Kebaya' and 'Baju Kurung' is the front part. Also 'Kebaya' is the one which shows more of the lady's figure. =P That is why it is more popular compared to 'Baju Kurung'

Olden style of 'Kebaya'

Modern style of 'Kebaya'

Fashionable 'Kebaya'

As for the guys, they have
1] Baju Telok Belangah
2] Baju Cekak Musang

Example for 'Baju Telok Belangah'

The style differs at the neck part, 'Baju Telok Belangah' has a curve neck line.

On the head, it is call 'Songkok'.Also, if you notice the 'skirt' the guy is wearing is called 'Samping'. This is a cloth which wraps around the waist. Furthermore, the name of the 'slipper' he is wearing is called 'Capal'.

Overall look of the guy, is traditional, same goes for the lady.

Move on to 'Baju Cekak Musang'

The neck line, is ...

I'm not sure how to explain it, but i believe a picture can explains all =P hehe!
Thus, i hope with a bit of my knowledge , it will help you to understand more on Malay Traditional Clothes

Greeting

2009-09-22T02:35:00.004+08:00

Wishing All the Muslims...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA :)

ps: This is the first time, i place my picture in blog *shy*

17 sept!!!

2009-09-19T01:17:00.004+08:00

Firstly, sorry for the late update, recently i have been busy around the house, helping Mum in the kitchen and cleaning. However, regardless of the non stop chores. I was given a "Off day" on my special day which is on 17 Sept(Thursday).

The first message received was of course from my beloved Kopet, next after reading the message i went in audi to check out on the "night people" in Audition. haha! I am sure they are aware who i'm referring to. I was expecting a greet from you-know-who. haha! At first i was upset :( but i know she is a forgetful person. Thus, i didn't take it to heart. :P ( <3

Upon reaching Marina, we head to the Bowling alley and played two games of bowling. In between the game, Kopet notice or feels like he seem to know some of the people in the group playing beside us. Haha! Small world, the guy approached him and asked and eventually they knew each other. Famous! lol! Anyways, after the small hand shake and all, the guy when back to his group and Kopet gave me the present, haha.. i was happy yet shy cause they are looking at us when we were taking pictures of me holding the present with Kopet. :P Unexpected act, they sang me a Birthday Song out loud making it more obvious >.<' I felt awkward, and my face turns red. Kopet just look at me and smile and not trying to cover me. I was really!!!! ( Aarrgh~) haha~

After bowling, we went to the cinemas, and watch 'Alien in the Attic'. It was HILARIOUS! Don't miss it! After the hours of laughing in the cinema, we head to Payah lebar to meet few friends of Kopet. We break fast at Banquet, Geylang was pack as usual especially during Ramadhan. I didn't have things that i need there, but seeing how pack the place is with people and the atmosphere when raya is nearing, it feels fun and enjoying at the same time eager for Raya! We walked around Payah Lebar and went home after. Even though, my birthday celebration is not so "fun" but i don't mind. As long i'm celebrating with someone who i care and love, i won't get bored. Oh yeah. The present Kopet gave me was a perfume!

Thank You to Friends who have wished me :) and thanks again for remembering my day!

Quiz!

2009-09-10T08:04:00.001+08:00

You Should Be With an Air Sign!

Your best match is a Gemini, Libra, or Aquarius

Why? You crave excitement and playful banter

Only an Air Sign can match your wit - and keep you on your toes

As for fun, an Air Sign guy will show you plenty, with tons of surprises

Just be sure to introduce him to some new playful experiences as well!

What Sign Guy Should You Date?

The First Rule of Blogthings Is: You Don't Talk About Blogthings

Marriage?

2009-09-09T18:21:00.003+08:00

Marriage?
My definition of Marriage would be two souls being One. After thinking of marriage i realize that our relationship was long enough to assure us to get married. However, i'm not sure if i'm ready to take this responsibilities. Furthermore, i am afraid of what will come in for the future. Mum already seeks for an answer while i'm stuck being clueless. Sometimes, i feel that the world is moving too fast that i can't catch up with it. Time passed just like that while we are running after it. Am i prepared? Is Mum being excited of being a Granny? Or i'm the one who should wake up and realize that i'm no longer a small girl who kept on relying on Mum to make decision for me or to wait for her to voice out to me and then i try to solve it? I guess i'm just afraid, afraid of marriage that i often avoid this topic when Mum came asking. I know Mum getting old and wants to see her children being safe and settled next to a person who she trust. But Mum, i know you seek for our happiness i too want you to be happy. But, somehow i'm stuck in between security and love. Yea i love him so.. yet i feel insecure ..

Once my aunt told me "To Achieve something you need to go through hurdles of obstacles.. Overcome it in order to succeed" I guess from this motivation statements, i will try to overcome the obstacles despite rain or shine, i won't despair easily.

X_x

2009-09-08T06:39:00.000+08:00

This song really explain all how i feel about you..

Ramadhan

2009-09-08T05:47:00.003+08:00

I realize something different during Ramadhan, most of the people are always so aggressive and people tend to be furious even the slightest things. Is this true? maybe in my eyes but not to others. However, i always feel that we should be more calm and not too feel agitated by a minor things that can be handle over a cup of tea.

I guess this is what Ramadhan brings us for. Ramadhan is where all the Muslims will make themselves closer to the one(Allah). Allah is where we seek. Allah is where we always remember in mind, heart and soul. Allah is the place we can gain peace. Despite being close to Allah, Ramdhan also the month of fasting for the Muslims. Fasting means to prevent ourselves from eating, doing sins like gossiping, to lie, as we believe, this month is the month where all devils are chain or cuffed and only the "actual" us will behave in order to what we feel is good or otherwise. To add on, we also think that having the devil freed might actually influence us in a paranormal way which can't be explained yet this is the moment where we can show others we can do or earn good deeds and who we are made of.

Furthermore, i feel that Islamic is a wide range of Muslim people, which consists of different races, countries, status. Everyone can be a Muslim and nothing can stop oneself from being one.

Somehow, despite feeling happy of my new fresh look for my room, completion of baking 'kuih' someehow deep down i feel sorrow. I am fortunate that i still have my family by my side whereas to others, some of them are parent-less, relative-less or even alone in this world. Thus. i always prayed for my family to be always close to Allah and seek forgiveness from Allah of our sins. Also to provide togetherness in a family...

Typing this entry makes me feel sad which at the same time and if theres error in the post, do correct me..

Complete of Princess Hour

2009-09-07T15:15:00.002+08:00

Firstly, i'll apologized for not updating, recently i had many things to do, day after day. Thus these are some of the things I've been doing..
Friday:
Bake cookies with Mum (5pm to 2am)

Saturday:
Went out with my Little cousin. We watched a race between Boeing 747 and a Porsche. I voted for the plane, however, Porsche won the race!!! Darn![I should have follow my heart]

After the long day witnessing the race, i send my Cousin home and accompanied my Mum to Payah Lebah after. I was exhausted yet i didn't want to disappoint Mum. Thus, this is some ways to appreciate her when i still can =]

Sunday:
I really have a good rest, I woke up at 3pm, haha! it's not a good habit yet i was too tired and i guess Mum knows it and she let me sleep through the whole afternoon. =P

After the long rest, brother, sister and me watched "'Love Guru', it was hilarious and fun to watch. After nearing dinner time, i helped Mum with the cooking and setting up the table, as my Cousins plan to eat dinner with us. It was nice! There were variety of foods and it is nice to have relatives coming over, it really make the atmosphere fun and merrily.

Monday:
Basically, since i was too busy i neglect the urge of wanting to watch 'Princess Hour'. I didn't even sleep, and I actually blogging than resting my eyes. Also i can't believe it I finally finished watching Princess Hour >..<'.

Thus, i guess i had a pretty busy weekend, sorry if i didn't get to be there for you..

Hahaha Song- Girls Generation

2009-09-03T18:38:00.001+08:00

HaHaHa Song- Girl's Generation

Learn how to dance from them too~!

Update for korean song!

2009-09-03T18:12:00.005+08:00

Taken from papa hoho <3

Comments:
Tiffany is cute and hot!! Bob hair ROX!!

Princess Hour

2009-09-03T06:47:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, Dinah came to my house to watch DVD with me. I guess i really need a friend at home since most of the time my family members would already left the house around 5am and reached home around 5 to 6pm. It's alright for 1st brother and Dad to work but for Mum, somehow i rather have her staying at home so that i won't be bored or alone at home. Even though Mums loves to nag yet, without them its totally a silent killer for me. I rather have Mum by my side, shes always been there for me regardless of rain or shine.

Back to "Dinah and Me"...

Dinah brought a DVD titles 'Princess Hour'. When Dinah told me about bringing 'Princess Hour' over, i kept on thinking, why does the title sounds familiar and i bet i heard it somewhere before. Af first i though that the Korean movie was a bit boring and slow. But it was not, as i watched with Dinah, it interests me more on whats will happen next. I seek Dinah for answers, but she said she have not watched it yet. She was really GOOD at faking that cause i really believed her. I guess i'm dumb to see that coming. haha!

While it was still on the 1st CD out of 4, Dinah already asleep while i continue watching. It was hilarious and can't stop laughing watching 'Princess Hour'. Also about 2 hrs of watching then i came to realize that.. Oh yeah! Aziemah once told me, shes watching this Korean movie/drama like 5hrs straight related so some 'Princessss...' then it came to me how she was into the movie. Lol! But i guess she was right! It was damn nice! I hope whoever have not heard of this 'Princess Hour' do get the DVD and watched it. I can assure you, you wont regret it! =P

Hope this trailer will get you the idea of 'Princess Hour' is about..

And do listen to this song, its really nice, its the main song of the movie :) Somehow, when watching this movie, it feels that the Crown Princess reflects me, hah! i can be clumsy and dumb sometimes =x

Credit to Dinah for coming over to my house to accompany a lonely even though she really look like shes going to faint after the injection >.<' Also for the Princess Hour!!!! xD

Wooo~

2009-08-31T18:57:00.000+08:00

Watch this!!

Choosing your path..

2009-08-31T18:19:00.005+08:00

I was playing Bejeweled when i realized something. It reminds me of oneself choosing a path as a stepping stone to your destination. When i see Bejeweled..
i notice that even though we choose the direction to match it with the colors. There will sure a way that the same colors will meet again. Thus, i believe that, even though at times we do realize or regret the path/decision that we have chosen, i am sure if we are fated to meet the person/things/life/ anything.. we will meet in the end despite any decision we have made. =]

I guess that is my Analogy for Bejeweled >.< it might be crappy but i guess that is what i feel and see 'it' in Bejeweled. =x

Another Quiz!

2009-08-31T15:44:00.005+08:00

What's your Name's Hidden Meaning?

You Are Bold and Fearless

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.

You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.

You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.

You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.

You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.

You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.

At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings.

You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun.

Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.

And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.

You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience.

You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along.

But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.

Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Lol! i hope it is true...

my Love Sign

2009-08-31T15:19:00.002+08:00

Your Love Sign is Cancer

You are a sensitive, romantic soul. You are classically romantic.

When you fall in love, you take it very seriously. You want to be bonded to your soulmate.

You tend to hold on to relationships way past their expiration date. It's hard for you to let go.

You are the most loving of all types. You will go to great lengths to make your partner feel adored.

What's Your Love Sign?

Try out!!!

my Achievement!

2009-08-31T13:42:00.006+08:00

Something i felt like sharing..
I got a score close to 1m !!!! lol
Well, im not so pro, thus when getting this score i feel a bit of achievement :P
*smiles

Score: 920050

Updates!

2009-08-30T20:42:00.003+08:00

The activities i have done this few days...
Friday:
Cousin came and after that, i went out with Dinah :)

Saturday:
Went Geylang with BF. There wasn't anything much there, still selling those Shexy Kebaya or Noynya Style.

Sunday:
Woke up at 2pm. Basically watching DVD or CDs with my brothers and sister.
We watched "Screamers" and "Dance with the Dead".

Screamers:
Machines who destroys human. Also machines who are made by machines on the Planet far from Earth. There was a SOS signal coming from that Planet which triggers the people on Earth to rescue the humans there. The rescuers have a week to save the people and also to save themselves or else they will die as the Planet will be destroy after a week...

Dance with the Dead:
A high school students went to the Grave yard in search of dead bodies on their Prom night. The dead bodies was awaken and turning humans into zombies when beaten. It sounds scary but yet the funny thing is that, these zombies will dance when music are played.

To know more.. go and google it or You Tube :P

Darn! Here goes the Bob~

2009-08-27T14:11:00.003+08:00

Just few days ago, i had plan to cut Bob for my new hairstyle and guess what.
Today when i log in to MSN, there was this article with a big header..

"Hot Right Now: The Bob is TRENDY AGAIN"

After clicking it, some of the celebrities..i have no idea which hairstyle suits me.. >.<
*confuse

Paint Room!!

2009-08-26T04:12:00.000+08:00

Yay!!
Im soooooo in LOVE with my room. >.<
I don't feel regret not painting it.
Thanks or credit to Kopet.
He helped me all the way :)

Started at 8++pm
Paint....
....Paint...
.... paint
Ends at 1++am

It really look awesome! Im Loving it.
and i miss him too, wish he could stay longer..after today he will be busy with his school project :(
being alone and bored again without him by my side..

Oh well..

Lol See this!

2009-08-24T18:55:00.001+08:00

LOL didnt know theres an advert on Audition

The famous "Nobody nobody but chiu..."

2009-08-24T18:13:00.000+08:00

Give your warm Applause to the Wonder Girls~!

Ever heard of Wonder Guys/Boys?

Funny Ads

2009-08-24T17:59:00.000+08:00

I bet Singaporeans need this!

Lol!! WATCH this!

Saki Episode 21

2009-08-24T17:52:00.001+08:00

Update! Saki nice and exciting anime especially to those who loves Mahjong. Enjoy!
Saki Episode 21

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I can see the light..

2009-08-24T16:21:00.001+08:00

Hip Hip HooOOoray! x3

FYP 1 is over
UTs are over!

OMG OMG~!

It's holiday!!!

Gosh now, i'm too happy yet im clueless what i should do next. -.-' diao~
Anyways.. following my Plan list, i'm starting on the "Paint my room" session tomorrow. Yup! i hope everything is done smoothly and HOPEfully... "WE" can finish painting by tomorrow.

*excited xD

Shugo Chara! Doki Episode 97

2009-08-24T11:49:00.001+08:00

Shugo Chara! Doki Episode 97

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My Comments:
A very touching episode from Shugo Chara Doki! Cute Anime yet in this episode, it shows how strong the relationship of two person even though they are not related and to add more... Watch it yourself!! :P

Fear

2009-08-23T15:12:00.000+08:00

i'm afraid the same thing might repeat.
im confuse..

A touching video ~

2009-08-23T03:43:00.000+08:00

L-O-V-E

2009-08-23T03:10:00.000+08:00

An antique song..

Omg!

2009-08-23T01:32:00.001+08:00

I just realize something!! School holiday is nearing right after the last UT on Monday.
*excited
Anyways..

Plans:

Paint room
Bake Cookies with Mum
Learn baking muffins from Fafa- (maybe)
House Cleaning
Go Geylang Bazaar

Why do i feel like there's a lot of things to do..
Hmm.. Anyways I'm really excited about Ramadan yet i feel something that i can't describe. Ermm.. Happy? Sad? Lonely? Unsatisfactory? I don't know ..

Twilight's Chapter 7 -Jay Chou

2009-08-22T15:46:00.000+08:00

A song that i like and currently listening to
Enjoy! :)

Current Stuffs

2009-08-22T15:28:00.000+08:00

my UT schedule :

B216-Marketing
Thursday(20 Aug) 2pm[report by 1:45pm]
W34C

C331-Forensic 4:30pm[report by 4:15pm]
W15Q

C235-ITSM
Friday(21 Aug) 4:30pm[report by 4:15pm]
W35J

C335-Networking
Monday(24 Aug) 2pm[ report by 1:45pm]
W34B

Green: Done!
Yellow: Pending UT

Besides that, FYP grade is OUT! :) Thank God! the grade really put a smile on my face (:

3 Years in RP..
What i like:

The freedom of Examinations
Have one off day (atleast)
Laptop usage
Not so draggy compared to LECTURES!
The food (certain extent-Koufu -.-)
Air - conditioner rooms
Get to play with FTK :P
Friends <3

What i don't like:

Tend to slack
Facilitators (certain)
Presentations everyday = SIAN
School time...

Overall, i secretly think/admit that i didn't regret entering RP. i met nice friends and fun to be with. Yet i don't know what others think of me though :( But well.. I enjoy being with them and spending time with them too. Even though our time spend is short, i'll cherish the moment we had in RP :)

Also to add on, Happy Fasting Month to the Muslims :)
today marks the first day of fasting so GAMBATEH!

Unbelievable

2009-08-18T01:07:00.000+08:00

Leave him a message..
Called him..
Leave him a lot of miss called..
Waited for his reply..
Waited..
Message his sister..
Calls his sister..if hes home..
12am..

Through his sister, i knew that he have reached home.
Worried that he might get injured or something, i called him after knowing hes home.
Where he were? West Coast
With? two of his friends
Doing what? Chilling~

All he can say was "Im Sorry, i know you are angry"
Am i being stupid for staying on with him?
Should i consider leaving him? It really hurts, while typing this, tears are rolling like there's no tomorrow. I don't understand why i felt this way. Maybe because i felt that, I'm unwanted, there's no longer a bridge of trust between us and most importantly, there's no "us"..
I wonder if there will be a "better" person for me. I really don't believe in a "better guy" for me no guys are better, they are just better cause there have different in their strength and weaknesses. I believe no one is perfect and so are guys. Thus, having a "better guy" doesn't really exist in my dictionary.

Crying in the sorrows of never ending..

Oops!

2009-08-17T00:16:00.000+08:00

Sorry readers,
I guess i didn't update you guys much. Oh well, FYP presentation is over! Yup OVER! A relief! However, another big "EVENT" approaching! Guess what it is?!!! QUick! awww.. too slow! =P
Its a "fun" week with UTs! YAy! -.- haha to all non-RP UTs stands for Understand Test. Well the good thing about UT is that we can refer to our notes. =P Booo~ other Poly Schools haha~!

Don't be sad exams are not so bad =P

Furthermore, i have one special update! Im going to paint my room! the color is GREEN! YUP greenery~ anyways i feel a bit unsecured about the color right now. >.< If it turns out to be damn UGLY GREEN! Mum gonna scream at me =[ and ill will feel GUILTY for the rest of MY LIFE~~! Cause im going to paint it unless i repaint it -.- the paint already cost me like $44 fpr 5litres but nevermind =] a new look for my room YUP! Be Positive Yeah~! Okie that is ALL!

My Achievement

2009-08-03T11:51:00.000+08:00

Omg!! I finally get a score of 100k an above! I feel so happyyyyyyyyyyy~! Furthermore, i even beat those Bejeweled pros and including the Ant!! Weeeeee~! Take that u little Ant . muahaha~!
Anyway.. Gambateh for next game yea =] *giggles.

Sunday

2009-08-03T00:26:00.000+08:00

Today, met bf at 1 plus, took the train and went Bugis. Actually we didn't have plans but since i need to buy stuffs at OG. Thus, our journey is to... OG! =P Anyways, at OG, we look around and well, there are a lot of people basically, they are fighting over some bags that are on sale. I'm not interested cause the bags are not that nice. Haha. I pulled bf to the other side which i have eyed before. I showed him some bags that i'm interested and most of it cost $39.90 so its worth getting it. Right after we tried opening and closing the bags and pose in front of the mirror, we moved on to the other bags. Haha. Bf eyes on some handbangs for me.. BUT! it was expensive. haha i just showed him the "face" and pull him to move out from there. haha =x After we bought my stuff at OG, we went to Sim Lim and then to Arab street to get some food. Our stomach were growling and my legs are tired of walking. However, after we had our breakfast+lunch at ZamZam, we went to explore some areas at Arab Street. Haha, kind of lame right, for Singaporeans like us behaving like a Tourists in our OWN country?! Omg! haha, anyways, we went exploring the shops, the clothes really caught my eye, but tooo $$$$$$~! Argh! if only i have the $$$$ to spend on. hahaha~ Oh well wait till im working And then ~!Buahahaha~! After the exploration, bf had a stomachache. We quickly rush to the Golden Landmark and there he release his business =P . After that, we head home well, we fall asleep on the train luckily we realise when we at Jurong East. okie pretty much tats about it. =]

Slacker

2009-07-29T13:38:00.000+08:00

Sleep late = Woke up late = AWESOME!
Teeheee...
Mum woke me up at 7plus am yet i fall asleep again. Around 9am woke up sleep again..
Bf message and that's about it.
Anyways, Good Luck to my buddies whos presenting today!

Gambateh!

The scientist

2009-07-29T01:04:00.000+08:00

The scientist
Coldplay

Come up to meet you

tell you I'm sorry

you don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you
tell you I need you
tell you I've set you apart

Tell me your secrets
and ask me your questions
Oh, let's go back to the start
Running in circles
coming up tails
heads on the science apart

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
no one ever said it would be this hard

Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing
at numbers and figures
pulling the puzzles apart
Questions of science
science and progress
do not speak as loud as my heart

Oh, tell me you love me
come back and haunt me
Oh, and I rush to the start
running in circles
chasing our tails
coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
no one ever said it would be so hard

I’m going back to the start

B.O.R.E.D.

2009-07-28T21:29:00.000+08:00

I was late for class, like a zombie attending a meeting. The worst is i was assign to do the problem analysis and recommendations, yet it took me sometime to complete it. Today, really had a rough time, argued with some of team mates. One of them, just can't stop buzzing till it really sort of getting on my nerves. Well, im just not myself this few days.. I guess im pretty up stress up and tired but i guess no one will ever noticed cause most probably, my cheerful appearance good at covering up my true feelings.

Sorrow..

2009-07-27T23:50:00.001+08:00

After the FYP.. i though it would definitely be different. Since i know, the changed in both of us is because, we seldom meet. However, it was worst, as the gap between us getting further, the trust that we had build for 3 years, is fading and soon or perhaps, causing misunderstanding between us. I'm not sure if i should be angry, or sad, However, what i know I'm deeply hurt as he accused me of what i didn't do. He trusted his friends more compared to me. Our trust.. our efforts of making our meet ups a wonderful day.. every minute trying to make as though we are two person happily in love with each other. Yet, as days move forward.. i'm always been accompanied by loneliness...tears..